By Allison Brown
What is our
purpose? This is an age old question. Everyone has probably asked this question
at some point in their life. Everyone wants to know the why, what, where, who,
when and how. Philosophers are credited with pondering and searching for
answers to this timeless question. Among those who thought and searched were
Plato, Aristotle, and even men of the church such as, Saint Augustine .[1]
In
his book, The Confessions of St Augustine,
he writes;
It’s amazing that even today,
people ask this question. Is knowledge everything or is it a stumbling block?
Many people are knowledgeable, smart, well rounded citizens, but what good is
knowledge without meaning? Augustine knew much, but he seemed to be searching
for a purpose.
Augustine
had the privilege to study under Aristotle at Carthage .[4]
Aristotle taught that, “Everything functions best when it fulfills its purpose
and acts according to its nature.”[5] He
ultimately taught that humans seek happiness. Augustine seems to have admired
his teacher, and it seems as if he used that philosophy and applied it to his
life before and after he became a Christian.
Saint
Augustine of Hippo, was born November 13, 354AD in Tagaste. His homeland,
located in Africa, was part of the Roman Empire .[6] As
he grew, he was torn between the world and religion. His mother, Monica, was a
Christian but his father was not. Monica prayed for her family. She constantly
urged her son to put his trust in Christ and not in men or the world.[7]
Augustine
struggled with religion as he grew. His father never discouraged him from
Christianity.[8] As a
boy, Augustine almost died and considered being baptized. But he soon decided
against it once the illness past. Even though, his mother made sure he received
a Christian education.[9] If
his mother had not been such an ardent Christian woman, he could have very well
been just another teacher of philosophy.
He
was by no means, a saint before becoming a Christian. He was a lustful, fleshly
man who couldn’t get enough of life. It’s amazing to read his take on the
theater and the heart of men, as it is written in The Confessions of Saint Augustine. He writes;
As he writes about his theatrical
experiences, he is amazed at how the audience responds to the actors. If the
show does not “move the spectators to tears,” then they go away angry.[12]
While
reading this, and so many other sections of this wonderful book, one could
easily apply what Augustine is saying to our world today. Greeks and Romans
loved their theater, and they loved pretending. They wanted to feel the pain,
so to speak. People go to movies, plays, musicals, and watch television as an
escape from their life. So often, people compare themselves to what they see.
If someone goes to see a comedy, they want to laugh. If someone goes to see a
tragedy, they want to cry. Either way, they want to feel some sort of
connection between what is happening in the act and what is going on in their
life. It seems as if Augustine was no different. He wanted to be a part of the
theater during the show and after.
He was torn between believing in Christ and
believing in the world. When he went to study in Carthage , he became part of the world. He
enjoyed going to the theater, and he enjoyed grieving. Just like so many people
today he, “looked for occasions to empathize with fake, impersonated misery.”[13]
He was very much a prisoner of his flesh.
According to the Bible it’s human nature to
sin. Romans chapter 7, verse 18 says,
“For I know that in me (that is,
in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to
perform what is good I do not find.
For the good that I will to do, I
do not do; but the evil I will not to do, that I practice.”[14]
Many people live
the “feel good life.” In other words, if it feels good, do it. Augustine became
accustom to that kind of life once he went to Carthage . He continued his studies and went from
one religion to another. If the religion was appealing, popular and had views
which satisfied him, he followed it.[15]
He was truly searching for his purpose in life and for happiness.
Among searching for the right
religion, he took a mistress. The name of the woman is unknown. She bore him a
son named Adeodatus, who died prematurely in his adolescence.[16]
Eventually, Augustine left this woman in pursuit of a wealthy Milan woman. It was all in vain since that
was the time of his conversion.[17]
While he searched for a religion, he
decided to become a Manichean. In Manichean dualism, there was a constant
battle between good and evil. Evil was considered an “independent substance”
and good was the “principle.” Individuals were not held responsible for their
actions/sins.[18]
This seemed to set well with
Augustine. This way anything bad or unmoral which occurred was because of his
constant struggle with good and evil. He could easily say evil “overcame me” or
evil “made me do it.” He could rationalize and not blame himself for any wrong
doing.
Why would such a smart man search so
hard for the right religion? Why is it that philosophers and people in general,
are constantly searching for an answer and for a purpose? So many times, people
grow up and over think situations or areas in their life. They can’t accept a
truth for what it is, and so they rationalize it to make the truth their own.
Augustine knew the truth. His mother was constantly trying to steer him in the
right direction and never gave up. He always believed in Christ, but he tried
so hard to rationalize Christ and the teachings of Christianity out of his life
that he turned to pagan religions.
After spending time being
rebellious, enjoying what the world had to offer, and dabbling in other
religious sects, he finally converted to Christianity. He was intrigued by the
preaching’s of Ambrose while in Milan .
Augustine had gone through some hard times. First, he went to Rome to start a school. Unfortunately he
became ill. After he recovered, he opened a rhetoric school, but his students
never paid the tuition. Heart broken and not knowing what to do, he went to Milan to be a professor.
He was around twenty nine years of age. He had the privilege of meeting
Ambrose, a bishop, and he was so taken by his generosity that he became a
regular at Ambrose’s services.[19]
Saint Ambrose and Augustine’s mother
played a major role in his conversion. St.
Ambrose’s kindness had inspired Augustine to rethink his life and his views.
Augustine’s mother had always been close to her son and was constantly praying
for his soul. Despite all this, he did not convert without a fight.
He battled with reason and theory and the
thought of giving up a life style to which he had grown accustom. That is
until, “in the garden one day, Augustine thought he heard a child’s singsong
voice repeating the phrase, Tolle et lege,
tolle et lege (“pick up and read”).[20]
Imagine his surprise. At first, he
was stunned and thought he was hearing things, but he went ahead and picked up
a copy of the Epistles of Paul and begin to read. When he opened it, he read;
“No drunken
orgies, no promiscuity or licentiousness, and no strife or jealousy. Let your
armor be the Lord Jesus Christ, and forget about satisfying your bodies with
all their lusts.”[21]
He knew from then on that he wanted
to put on the armor of Christ and live a Christian life. He gave up the wealthy
woman to whom he was betrothed and on Easter 387, a year later, he was baptized
in Milan by St.
Ambrose.[22]
Not
long after his baptism, he was grief stricken by the death of his mother. In
autumn of 387, Monica died. Augustine remembered his mother as a loving woman
who cared for him. He remembers the last time he got to talk with her, and how
they agreed that God is truly amazing. They marveled at his works and at the
many things he creates. At the time of her death, Augustine and his brother were
by her side. His brother wanted to take her to her homeland to die, but she did
not care where her body lied. She knew when she died, her body would be no more
but her spirit would be with God.[23]
Augustine
had been thankful for his mother’s constant love and devotion toward God. He
was also thankful for her prayers and attention toward him and her family. If
he had not been a Christian at the time of her death, he would have had many
questions and his grief would have been different. Thankfully, he knew where
she was going and he knew, despite the fact he would miss her, she was where
she needed to be.[24]
After
her death, he continued on with his new found faith. He returned to North Africa , became a priest and then a Bishop of Hippo.
His attitude had changed. Instead of a free, rebellious lifestyle, he now took
on “a monastic” life.[25]
Augustine
began writing about the Christian Religion in the 390’s. His writings were very
philosophical as well as passionate. His Confessions
is a beautiful piece of literature full of heart, and City of God is a grand book which
defends Christianity against the fall of “the Roman Empire .”[26]
All of his writings have influenced Christians and non-Christians for
centuries.
His
first writing happened to be on a religion he knew much about, Manchurians. He
wrote On Christian Beliefs. The book
is actually a collection of writings from 390 to about 421. In this massive text,
he writes about the Christian faith and its meaning. He includes writings on The Trinity, The True Religion, the sacraments, the reason for baptism, why
Christianity is the true faith, sin and punishment, and a large collection of
other topics that are valuable in learning about Christianity. [27]
One
reason he was so set on writing against this religion was because he had
embraced it before turning to Christianity. A second reason was because he had
led friends and students into this false religion. He wanted to warn everyone
of the danger of false teachings.[28]
He believed people were easily swayed into new religions. Sometimes they would
go along with the religion because it was popular, and sometimes they went
against a religion because it wasn’t accepted by the world. People needed to
know the facts, and they needed to have someone to point them in the right direction.
Augustine
was that “someone.” He wanted to see souls saved, and he wanted to show them
the way to salvation. Christianity was considered a “mystery religion.” One of
the greatest mysteries was the subject of the trinity. How could God be three,
and how could Jesus be God?[29]
Augustine
looked at this question in a philosophical way. In his writing on “The
Trinity,” he uses water as an example. The trinity is the father, son, and the
Holy Spirit. This was and still is confusing to people. Augustine writes that
when a person takes a drink of water, they just call it water. No one says,
“I’m drinking fountain water,” or mountain or lake water. No matter where the
water comes from, it is water. So, these “three waters” are one. Using that
example, Augustine explains it is not possible for the Trinity to be separated
at any time. Therefore, it is not preposterous for Christians to worship, “God
the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit” as one.[30]
While
reading his works it is easy to see that he was always a philosopher. After his
conversion he became more of Christian philosopher and theologian. He was very
good at giving examples, and using symbolism in order to prove his point.
Another
question about this “mystery religion” was, "how can a person be a born sinner?”[31] In his Confessions,
he speaks of Infancy. He tells of
when he was an infant, as told to him, and how he would cry and do things
according to his feelings/flesh. If his body wasn’t happy, then he wasn’t
happy. Basically, he speaks of being born into a world of death.[32]
The
best way to describe the reason to consider humans as “born sinners” is
probably due to the first sin which was carried out by Adam in Eden . Because of his sin, God knew man could
not be completely good. Therefore, humans are born into this world as sinners,
and they will always be sinners, but they can repent of their sin and have
eternal life through Jesus, God’s Son.[33]
Augustine
makes a great point, along with the Bible, of how God decided to bring “good
out of evil.” God gave humans freewill. There are two choices, to trust in
Christ and have eternal life or not. One is the road to Heaven and the other
road is the way to Hell. Augustine writes that this is a choice only a merciful
God would give. God doesn’t demand sacrifices and idols, all he asks is for man
to trust in his word and put their faith in Christ. Once a man turns from his
sin and sees it as rotten and displeasing towards God, then he can truly be
free.[34]
Augustine’s
works had a huge impact during his life and after. He inspired men such as
Martin Luther to fight for God, the word of God and the truth of Christianity.
He brought Greek philosophy and Christian beliefs together. He was able to show
the world that philosophy and religion can be good.
While
ill, in 430, his beloved “City of Hippo ”
was being destroyed and taken by the Vandals. He had worked so hard to help
those in Hippo while living, and even though the Vandals overtook Hippo,
Augustine’s writings and philosophies live on. He died at the age of
seventy-six.[35] He
ended up living a hard working, happy life because he had found his purpose.
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